would you still love me if
I was in a documentary/movie?
Somewhere in LA right now I am on film. It may never make it off the cutting room floor. I have to decide about releasing it. It happened at a conference. I never intended it to be on film (I knew they were filming the entire time) - it was just intended to be a word of thanks for two people being willing to have the conversation, for not being willing to have to have simple answers and canned approaches, for being willing to take risks, to say this conversation is worth having and it will come at a cost, to really question, to take back something hijacked, to be relevant, to be vulnerable. It turned into a conversation and something so much more. And these moments - all of them are on tape.
Later, we talked about how neither of us expected it to happen - I was just looking for a nap, they were jsut filming. We had met the day before and were able to have good contact on three different times/days.